Still everything is now ashes, dust in the wind, nothing. All this fun hobbies are now only a meanless memory, I didn’t have nothing back, all the fun you say is become, for me, hate. Hate to have wasted my time laughing like a fool behind videogames, books, even sports, telling myself that was okay, creating a big lie that hobby was something important, just to see it ending without any result. So that’s the point, limited time sure it’s everything, but meaning is also everything in this life.

I didn’t find any good enough hobby in this 35 years of life that didn’t fade after some time. At moment I’m very empty inside, I spend half day sleeping and other half working, everything looks expansive to do, I give up on everything, I’m keeping myself alive because I’m just scared of the pain and I can’t imagine stop existing.

Too much extremist and people who just here to sell their blogs, website, onlyfans, ect.

Because their code is a mess, ugly and full of bugs, that is better burn to the roots that trying to fix it.

Inner peace

12-13 in Europe.

I don’t have any title, but I can tell you one thing. Best music for running are 130bpm.

I think that human nature is not meant to be universally shared in all its communities and that indeed there will always be the desire to have divisions, this to bind more with single individuals who become then family or friends. Being friends of all, but also only friendly, is a counter-evolutionary fantasy. The Internet is inadequate for long-range relationships, this is evident to all those who frequent large virtual communities. I sugget (even to myself) to press x more often.

I think we are at different levels of understanding, as many other users cannot see what is the intellectual disability is. I’ve known this person for almost eight weeks,we talk everyday, she’s not stupid, she doesn’t do anything stupid, but she has an intellectual disability.

I’m not assuming, she showed up saying she had an intellectual decifict, a certified disability. I am a volunteer and I can recognize people with a disability, it is not the fantasy or stereotype any, this person lives in a reality of disability. Is that clear? is it possible that it is not clear and should be an impression? We talk everyday, the disabled exist, are certified and recognize. I like her, she’s sweet and pretty, not quiet, not anxiety, as a friend she’s perfect, her intellectual disability is not relevant, but in an intimate relationship I think there are other considerations, so the question.

No that’s not what I said. Specifically, it is not a secret to me or her an official disability certification by doctors that concerns a low intelective quotient, it is not the banality that many users have understood as an offence, here we talk about disability.

Means that when talking together there is a lack of sharing and as an answer you receive only monosyllables as: Yes, no or OK.

Thanks for sharing, not exactly the kind of lack of intellect I was talking about, but I understand what you mean. The girl I’m talking about wouldn’t be able to understand that some drunk boys are offending us, maybe she would smile thinking that everything is going well.

I wonder if other qualities can overcome this, if perhaps intelligence in a relationship does not need (i have never had a relationship)

Yes the feeling to taking advantage is something, not casual sex or long term, i’m talking about the beginning.

Should I start a more intimate relationship? Does anyone have similar experiences? Can this difference of intelligence create unpleasant situations for both of us?

Io continuo ad essere in disaccordo su quello che chiami “sforzo attivo”, e credo che con questo ragionamento si rafforza il sistema capitalistico che punterà sempre nello spremere l’utente per trasformarlo in un consumatore " attivo" perchè ad esempio consuma una soglia dati su un server. Quindi scusa, sto consumando anche una soglia d’ossigeno stando al mondo? Dove finisce la realtà del capitale e dove inizia quella delle garanzie senza ricatti, del paga o muori abbandonato, senza voce e senza diritti. Se ti sentì di pagare è una tua donazione, un privilegio del tuo benessere, non un dogma. Non parlo di chi ha documenti sensibili e ha bisogno del deposito svizzero su proton a pagamento, ma di privacy e libertà di comunicare basilare, quello che stiamo facendo esattamente qui su Lemmy.

Si ma anche no, l’esempio che hai fatto non mi piace, cioè dover pagare per avere la privacy, ti sembra una cosa sensata? Non è forse l’ennesima idea distorta frutto dello stesso capitalismo sfrenato? Quando parliamo di pagare per cose che dovrebbero essere un diritto è finita. Quello che è diventato twitter non è solo un sito o un azienda, sono la liberta di parola che con queste idee viene tolta, monopolizzata, distrutta.

Un passo alla volta stiamo raggiungendo la fine della nostra civiltà, ringraziamo il capitalismo sfrenato che trasforma le realtà produttive in macchine per rendere il ricco sempre più ricco, l’avidità non ha un limite o una decenza, e come sempre ci saranno persone ben liete di pagare quel dollaro d’abbonamento giustificandolo come un servizio, l’ennesimo.

Il diritto di difendersi bombardando qualche ospedale. Come si fa perdere tempo dietro a questi pagliacci? Palestina e Israele non si meritano un cazzo, la loro terra santa dovrebbe essere presa dal Europa e questi stati terroristi spogliati dei loro capi di stato ed eserciti.